you have been my source of unhappiness for all these years.

when mom was still around i still could handle it because i know that if i don't listen, she will be upset.

now i still got to pretend that i will listen to you because i may not have a place to sleep if i don't listen to you.

if not for my sisters, i would definitely move out when i am capable of doing so, i have to stay so that they will not be harm in anyway.

if i can't hurt you. soon i am just gonna divert the hurt to someone else. perhaps myself.