repeated thoughts. Will a person's brain explode if his brain operates 24/7? Whereby the thoughts would be recycled and generated over and over again without being stopped? Sometimes I rather not think about anything and just stare at the blank space. Very often I can forget to breathe also (really).

I'm so tired of facing so many problems and having the problems haunt me over and over again. Its like an endless process. Old problems remains and get stored in a recycling cabinet while new problems come in and get ignored by me forcefully. Finally when I lose the person to stop the thoughts, they start to pick up a fight with me and often I lose pitifully.

Read read read. Run run run. Hide Hide Hide. Ya. that's my life now. To ignore all my problems and not face them. Do anything that can keep me busy so that I wont think of things. Acting like a crazy person and saying hello to everyone so that I can pretend I am a happy go lucky person who have no problems. awesome