i'm not crazy about them. just that they dance really good (from my point of view) and sings not bad too. their new song abotu growing up. been thinking about growing up since...... long long time ago and I realise I really need to start behaving like an adult.
not saying by2 are some idol that I admire. i just find them very brave to decide to give up their studies at such a young age to pursue their dreams. they made a decision. right or wrong? no one has the right to say or judge. but the main point is they did make a decision and they move on. now being quite famous and being top for 10cd stores in taiwan during the first wk of the release of their album is really something.
anw back to my topic of growing up. i was looking at what my peers are doing and i realize i'm really not acting according to my age. One of my bunk mate is studying french, another one is all prep for uni, nithya is studing driving while another of my bunk mate got his license le. one most importing thing is they all know what they want when they have to do something while i seems to be just following what they do.
I feel quite pathetic sometimes. Cause now everyone is booking in in civilian clothes. I was looking at others, what they wear and bring. People are wearing leather belts and those leather wallet, while i'm still with my billabong wallet and belt. I feel so like a kid, but most importantly feels like a kid. i wanna go shopping.. ok i'm just talking crap.
i feel like i'm screwing my life and not knowing what to do with it. should i continue with uni or go poly? perhaps i should just go get a job le. should i start learning what is love before i start a r/s? perhaps i should just stay single. SIAN.
