As defined by Macmillan English Dictionary Future - expected to exist or happen during the time following the present time
The word that I'm feared since j1. Since young, I've never really cared about my future since my parents made all the decisions for me. Let me give you a brief history about my life.
Primary school - Guangyang Primary School Chosen by my parents duh
Secondary school - Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Sec. Sch. Chosen by my parents too cause I'm too lazy to choose. Took triple science & double math Cause I lazy choose what science to do
JC - Catholic Junior College It was the only school that accepted my dsa And why JC? Ppl go JC and they say safer so I follow lo Took 4 H2 cause people take
Never really give a thought about what I'm doing actually cause it's like standard, just following the flow. Now it comes to uni, the type of courses to take. Now I'm really lost cause I have no idea how is uni like, what course to take or even what job do I wanna really do.
Future. Needs to plan to achieve your goals or what you want. It seems so far. Sometimes I really wonder can I just not think about it and just see what comes to me and then I decide? I mean you will never know what will happen in 10yrs time or even in 3yrs time. So many things can happen.
I remembered during p5 or smth, I sat on the sofa and started crying as I was thinking about life. I kept asking myself a lot of stuff.
Why are we living? Why do we live? Who created us? Who created the people who created us? Where do we go after we die? What's the point of living when we are gonna die anw?
So many questions pop up in my head and I told my mom I wanna die. Sometimes such thoughts still appear in my head and I do wanna just die. We get to enjoy happiness, sadness, anger bla bla bla. Happiness is what makes me going. But still, I don't see the purpose of living sometimes.
So now talking about my future. Can I not think about it? Sigh. Who knows. Something good might just happen, or perhaps something bad. And I don't have to think so much le.
