Time really pass in the blink of an eye 4 more days till As officially over. 2 more months till I become botak. Everything is passing faster than I imagine. Let's think back about the times when we are having bio lecture, the every min spend in the LT seems forever. But then again, more than 1yr has passed. The painstaking and tiring time we spent in cjc is now gonna be over soon.
So many things have happened during this 2 years. We've undergo so much and right now, a new life is awaiting ahead of us. Frankly speaking, I'm quite lost. I though of what I've been doing this 2 years and what is it gonna help me in the future, I cant really think of any. I mean after As, I'm gonna get a cert duh. But what do I really want in life? What is my dream?
As much as I hate my dad to question me, he did point out a valid point - What is my dream? I was freaking pissed after he asked me that when I told him I wanna sit for the SAT test. Then I sat down in my room and stared at my laptop for a few min, repeating that question in my head and thought of some.
What are my dream jobs? 1) Air steward 4mths course with Singapore airlines
2) Actor Through modeling? I dunno
3) Movie/tv producer Theater studies
4) Teacher MOE
5) Hotel management I dunno
6) Social worker Sociology
7) Sales I dunno
8) Event planner I dunno
None of the above are relevant to what I studied for my whole life until now. But its Singapore, no cert, no job. FREAK. I have no idea what's gonna happen in the future, which makes me scare.
everyone knows what they want and knowing how they are gonna achieve it, but for me, I've not been thinking since I'm in p6. I don't give a damn shit abt which sec. sch. to study cause I'm lazy. I took triple science cause I don't wanna choose. I dsa to cjc cause they are the only jc who accepted my dsa and why a jc? well, everyone is saying jc is gd.
Not saying that I regretted coming to cjc cause I did meet many gd people
My clique. They have made my life in cjc a lot better and have guided me. I love you guys really. But I'm just wondering, if I'm have thought more carefully, be more decisive and know what I want, would going to poly a better choice for my future.
Entering a whole new life and new environment soon. feels weird
